Friday, February 25, 2005

I'm slacking like hell these few weeks. I skipped so many lessons and failed almost all of my tests. Except Chinese since I din even bother to turn up for it. You know what, my Maths test got 1/8 marks. Hahax... but Alesia.. Whahaha.. Okie, I'll skip that part. Orchestra always ends at eight plus and by the time I reach home is already nine going to ten. Arrgh... What the..

But I feel great this week cause I haven't been going to CO at all. Instead, I went out with Alesia and we kinda patrol around the food court. Hahax... It was really fun hanging out with her plus her mom say I look very
guai (innocent) Whahaha... Ermx.. Ookie..

However, I'm really sorry, See Lin. I'll turn up for practices next week. I promise. I know I keep giving you all those lame excuses. One day I'm sick, second day I'm mentally unstable and the next, I don't have the mood to play. Hahax.. I must agree, they are really lame. Don't worry, I'll go for CO next wednesday.
Oh yah, and Hui Fang. I'm really glad to have a friend like you. It's a pity you are not coming to school anymore but we'll still stay in contact, right? Hee.. Must take care hor. (Lolx.. I'm not even sure if any of you will ever read this. Hahax.. Nevermind, I'll read it myself. Hahax.. it's pathetic.)

And.. the most dreadful moment is here. The results will be out next week. I keep recalculating the grades but that doesn't really help in any way. I'm still kinda nervous. Sigh.. I thought of going out with my SQSS friends after getting our results but I don't think I'll be in a good mood on that day. You know what, I got the NIE letter. (Sorry Christel, I remembered wrongly. I recieved it long, long time ago. Damn..) It was in the newspaper. Those who received it got 15-20 points. No... It can't be true, can it? It's starting to freak me out, all of my classmates are so smart. To think I was doing fine at SQSS. Now I feel like a piece of shit. Sigh...
Sorry bloggie, I still have a lot more to write. Haven been blogging for so long. Hmmm.... And that Beijing immersion trip was postponed until May 27. Bad news and good news for me. I was really excited about going there on March 5 but it's a three week trip so I'll miss a lot of lectures. I really don't wanna come back with a mound of tutorials. But I'm kinda disappointed, really. Hee.. but it's worthwhile waiting. Zhen rang ren qi dai (I can't wait to go there!) But there's only one condition to be in the group and get subsidised like hell. That is to stay at YJ. Ummm.. Lemme think about it. yah, no problem!
6:07:00 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005

Sentosa - So Expensive, Nothing To See Also. But P15 went there and it was fun. By right, it was more than fun, it was ermx.. great. Hahax.. Can't think of a better word at the moment. Damn.. I must go to bed already.
3:57:00 AM