Saturday, August 06, 2005
I feel so guilty...1) When we went to clarify our doubts (with Mr Tong) yesterday, we actually forgot to ask Kathy along. That's solely because it was a last minute decision. Trust me, Ya Wen just came to me and ask me to accompany her.
2) I couldn't make it for Lynnette's birthday celebration. We didn't know Mr Tong would just come and sit beside us and start teaching us Chemistry. It just so happen that what he taught us earlier was wrong and so he came to look for us. I don't think it's right to walk away like that. Not that I'm saying it's fine to skip Lynnette's birthday celebration. It's not right. Never will it be. And that explains why I feel so guilty now. 3) I didn't hand up that Chemistry assignment and it was supposed to be included in our CA as a test. Some classmates of mine actually took time off and completed it just so that they could hand up in time. But because three of us didn't hand up, there'll be another test to replace this. I'm so sorry, people. I'm really sorry.
4) I couldn't make it for my project work meeting last Saturday just because I went out to celebrate my birthday the previous night. In the end, it was cancelled because of me. Sigh.. I feel so bad.
I just hope that staring at that flock of sparrows would help. Every evening at around this time (7.30pm), there will be hundreds of them circulating around my block. They will make a lot of noise as they fly past and loiter for around a minute. It's a spectacular scene but I don't think I have the mood for all this now.